STORY...SO FAR

[Taylorrrr]

Being the new kid is never fun. Especially when you’re a gothic kid with dyed crimson hair and a nose ring. People tend to sort of…run away from you. So when I stepped into Newlald High school. I was not surprised to see most kids running away from me. In fact, the only kid that actually talked to me just wanted to know where the bathroom was. And of course, I didn’t know!! Im the new kid I have no idea! So I just ignored the kid and walked away. By the time I got home I was so tired and I didn’t want to really come back. It made me so mad. I wanted to burn that whole school down to the freaking ground. So here I am sitting in my room all alone and my stupid phone rings…now who would be calling me. Well, I don’t know. So whatever I answered it, it was a guy and he sounded sort of hot.
“Hello?”
“Hey this is John, im in your art class. I just wanted to say that your probably the only kid that could ever understand me. I am really glad you came to the school. Well ok, bye”
Then he hung up. What a loser who calls to tell someone that they understand them. That’s just really weird. Im gonna have to remember to ignore that loser tomorrow.

When I got to school the next day 1st period went by in a blur. So did all the others leading up to art. When I walked in I saw this guy sitting by the window. He seriously looked unhappy. No dought he had tried to end his life a couple times. Or at least once. I could see from here about 12 scars looming on his arm like tattoos. A cutter. Poor guy he doesn’t seem to be sitting with anyone and he didn’t seem to have any friends in here. Or any at all. I decided I was gonna sit with him and see what happened. I walked to the other side of the room and took a seat next to him. He slowly turned to me and smiled. Then he started talking….
“hey, im john Way I called you last night”
I decided I should respond “yah…I know”
“you probably think im a freak”
“ISnt that a little harsh?” I replied
“nah…I mean what kind of loser calls a random girl up the first day they meet”
I laughed. I mean yah he was strange but he was also cute. In a kind of Emo sort of way. I definitely wanted to get to know him better. He seemed nice and funny. I like that; he seems like a cool guy. Potential friend….well maybe



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[billiejoerocks]

awww thats so sweet you shouldhang out with him more and get to know him and well maybe... lol

[Taylorrrr]

Ill write more later...i like to write

[Veggi Girl]

you're really good at writing. I like you you put it in first person form because it makes it more personal. I did that with a lot of my short stories. It's really good. I wanna know what happens next! lol

[Taylorrrr]

So this kid is named John and he’s kind of cool….so I guess he’s alright. He asked me to come over today to his house today so I said yes. But when I expected was definitely not what I got. And definitely not what’s depicted as normal either. When I got there…the house was HUGE and it seemed really cool when I got in there were pics of MCR everywhere!! AND there was a total punk motief everywhere….
“hey this is my house…ya like?”
“your dad let you decorate? I mean you love MCr from the looks of it” I replied
‘well sort of, youll see later…but you have never to-“
Just then…all my dreams came true. Gerard fucking way came into the room in boxers! He and well guess what! He went over to john and said…
“hey how was school”
John said “kay”
And then Gerard turned to me and said
“this your friend?”
And he said
“yah”
And I went “hi”
And he went “ok…nice to meet ya…im off”
And then he walked up stairs like he was a normal guy…you know just walking up the stairs. So I turned to john and went
“oh my god….why is he in your house!”
“Because he is my dad”
“Dad!? DAD!?” I Shouted
“Yah my dad he had me when he was 15 to some whore….”
“Wow…I never knew that that’s so sad…but wow…that amazing, but tell me, have you met frank iero?”
“He’s practically my uncle”
“John! You could be so popular! Just tell people”
“I want them to like me for me….not cos my dad is a lead singer of a band”
Strangely….i got it right then. He was more than a poser just looking for friends, he wasn’t going to settle for fly bys he wanted someone that could understand him and like him for who he was and take the weight of his world onto their shoulders. And the person he felt could do this…was me.

[Taylorrrr]

And that’s a pretty big job. I mean really big…I don’t know if I can take this. But I can try. The 2 of us sat down at the table and drank iced tea. Then his dad came down and joined us. He sat down and started talking.
“so I guess he told you about me huh?”
“yah ermmm…” I replied
“did you know I had a kid?”
I was confused “no…I really didn’t, I just thought you were hot”
He laughed then got up to get a coke. Then he came back….
“you know. You’re the only friend he’s brought home since he was 11”
John looked away and fiddled with his coke can
“oh” I said.
Gerard got up then and walked into the livingroom. Then he went out the door.
I felt bad for John I mean. Never knowing his mom and having his dad be away for touring and ahveing no friends. It’s a hard knock life I guess…but it didn’t know it was THIS hard.

[Taylorrrr]

The next day I went over to johns house early so we could work on science. I got there and rung the bell of the huge black house. Gosh, it sure is taking a long time to get it. Then I heard running so I figured john was coming. But oh crap was I wrong. When the door opened it wasn’t John. It was fucking frank iero!! I almost passed out right there on the porch. We both stared at each other for a good…ten minutes. Then he finally in a strained voice sort of whispered “hey….” And I whispered “hey…” and then we just stood there. For the longest time until Gerard came. He looked at us seriously confused then startled me by talking really fast.
“God frank. Don’t stare at every pretty girl you meet!”
Ha! Frank thought I was pretty! Just as I came in John ran down the stairs.
“Hay! Kay!! What’s up?!”
“errmmm…not much I guess” I was still getting over the shock of meeting frank iero. He looked at my face then looked at frank and laughed.
“god frank. You get all the pretty girls!”
I laughed too as Gerard dropped to the couch and frank tentatively took a seat to the right of me. We sat there for an hour taking about nothing really then I got up and went into the kitchen with john. He came over to me and gave me a hug.
“what was that for?” I asked
“for being you”
“whats so good about me?” I didn’t get it…I wasn’t that great
“for liking me even before you knew who I was and who I knew…..i love you for that”
“awww…thanks. You rock john” I embraced him. Then I slowly walked back into the living room and sat next to Frankie. Then. Frankie got up and just sat on my lap! Like we were dating or something! He leaned back and nuzzled my cheek with his face. I was like totally hyperventilating. But he could see I was pleased. John on the other hand looked like a fucking jelous mess! I wonder if he really likes me more than what he says. Frankie leaned all the way back and gave me a deep kiss that made me have the chills but I kissed back….oh boy did I kiss back. John pretended to shake it off and went next to his dad and played mega man. I WAS IN BLISS! <3333!!!!

[Taylorrrr]

God. Im so confused. I mean one day I was lonely goth kid Kayla Adams. The next, im haning with MCR and making out with hott guys with hott lip rings. This is definitely noy my life. I mean. Im boring. This life so isn’t boring! I mean hott guys and more hott guys! That could keep a rock star happy! And I happen to be dating one! You know, I think im just gonna sit down in my room and wake up from this terribly hott dream. Im gonna pinch myself 100.000.000 times.

100.000.000 PINCHES LATER……………….

God, it’s not working. Maybe it’s not a dream. That’s impossible…..i mean. Oh crap. Fucking phone is ringing. I went over to my desk and picked up my cell.
“hello?”
“hey kayy it’s Frankie”
Ok, I ALMOST PASSED OUT….WHY WAS HE CALLING ME?
“hey”
He sounded unhappy “I wanted to call you to talk about some things. Like the kiss. Ok, I know you’re a fan. So you know I have a girl friend. Right?”
“right”
“well….Kay im sorry. But I love her too much. But I love you too. From first sight I loved you….but…I just cant give her up. She’s my first love. She’s been there forever. Im sorry”
I felt like shit. I mean. The minute I make out with a hott guy he leaves me.
“ok…bye”
He seemed sad….i think he knew how I felt but he managed to say bye and we both hung up. This day sucks. I feel like calling john but I don’t want to say anything about Frankie cos I know that it hurt to see us do that yesterday. I don’t know what to do. Well….there’s always anti-depressants.

[Taylorrrr]

I sat in my room for hour thinking. Mostly about my moment with Frankie. I got up and went into the shower. The water was ice cold and it took a while to warm up. My mom was with her boy friend and wouldn’t be home till late so I was all alone. I grabbed the shampoo and started to lace it in when I heard it. It was like a window opening. I figured it must be the dog and quickly forgot all about it. I got out of the shower and put my clothes on. I went back into and sat on my bed. My bed felt weird like there was something under the sheets. I lifted them up expecting Sasha my golden retriever.
“BOO!”
“Oh my god frank! What the hell!” I laughed “what are you doing here?”
“I missed you. And I felt bad.” He sighed
“So you sneak in through my window and hide under my sheets?” I replied playfully
“We all do something crazy in our lifetime Kay!”
That was true. Last year me and my friend Cody jumped off a waterfall in Maine. I broke my arm and he broke 2 toes. But we were both smiling all the way home from the hospital. Frankie was so true. I got of the bed and sat down on the chair in my room as Frank slowly eyed all the contents of my space. This would be. My fender bass guitar custom riff board. My les Paul, my bed, my stereo and my poster of MCR with the heart drawn around Frankie. Oh god. I got up and put my hand over the poster. He got up and laughed. “What are you hiding?”
“Nothing….a poster” I rimmed myself up against it.
“Let me see” He teased
“No!” I pushed him away.
He made a sad face then launched at me with reflexes like a cat. He ripped me away from it and fell down laughing on my floor.
“never expected me to be here did you?”
That was true. Even in my wildest dreams I never expected to even meet him. I wasn’t one to kid myself. I was never going to convince myself he would ever see the poster.But yet, here he was.
“ No…I didn’t.”
“well…you have to believe Kay, ever heard the song?”
“theres no song like that!”
He chuckled “yes there is…”
“who sings it?”
“My mother used too”….like back when I was sick. She used to tell me to believe I’d get better. And look! I did!”
I couldn’t help but smile. He has a way of making every thing nice.

[Taylorrrr]

The next day I got up early and went over to John’s house. I walked the lonely streets until I finally rounded the last corner and saw him and frank. Both on skateboards. I got there in just enough time to see Frank flip off the skateboard and land on his butt. I started laughing and he turned to me and noticed me for the first time today. His face blushed a dark red and I laughed. I don’t know whether it was from last night or the skateboarding thing. Well I don’t know. But it was funny. I went over to him and offered him a hand. He took and and got him self on his feet.
“you need practice” I laughed
“Shut up Kayla” He smirked
John came over and gave me a hug.
“heyy kay”
He’s so sweet. I got on the board and did a kick flip without any trouble. I got off the board and smirked at the 2 who were trying to look cool by stomping their feet around like they don’t care. I tried to get them to talk by dancing in the driveway. They looked at me and frank twirled me around. We were having so much fun until a black car drove up and this girl with brown hair got out and came up to frank.
“hey sweety” she cooed
Ok…AKWARD MOMENT NUMERO UNO. LOVER MEETS FIANCE. Isnt this just a wonderful moment. I smiled at her and walked away. John looked confused, but then again when it comes to me. I must be a mystery. We both walked up and went into the house. I sat down on the couch and turned on the X-Box. Then john called me over to the window where Jamia and Frankie were lovingly kissing. I don’t care that much I told myself. I don’t care. But the truth was I did. And the only way I was ever going to get over him is if I stop thinking of him as my boy friend and more of “a boy who’s a friend”. Cause that’s all he wants to be I guess. And that’s all he will be. I went outside and sat on the grass the sun blinding my eyes. then i got up and walked back to my house. Not noticing frank staring as I rounded the corner.

[Taylorrrr]

I walked halfway there until I noticed I was being followed. I turned around and found Frankie and Gerard helplessly trying to hide behind a tree.I fell to the ground laughing. Gerard came up to me picked me up and put me on his shoulders. Frankie stood behing us throwing leaves at me. We probably looked strange walking down the street. But still I was really happy. When we got to my house I found 2 of my friends sitting on my door step. They turned to me and waved. All three of us walked up to them and sat down beside me. My friend Melissa turned to me and whispered “your friends look like the people from MCR”. Frankie got up right them and sat behind me putting his legs around my waist and laughing. He had me tangled up. I couldn’t move. I leaned back so my face looked up to his. Gerard stood up and put his hands on his hips.
“god kay…who are your friends?!”
“oh!” I laughed. “Frankie and Gerard…this is Melissa and Alysha.
Alysha got up and screamed. “you guys are so beautiful!!!”
Frank still had his legs around me so I could feel him laughing…..i could also hear it. He was laughing pretty hard and it left him gasping for air. Alysha looked at him for 2 minutes. Then went…
“twizzler?” and pulled a pack out of her bag.
“ill pass” Gerard stated nicely.
We all sat there for a while before we all got up and started walking down the street tword the mall. The mall is crazy. I cant believe they would actually want to go there, But. Well they must have a plan. When we got there we all went inside and got a smoothie. I got a strawberry one and Frankie got a weird pink one that he spilled all over his pants. It looked so weird. We all went to hot topic where I was going to buy a new skeleton crew shirt. When we ginally got in Frankie went up to me and put his arms on top of my head and guided me to a shirt he thought I should buy. It was pink and black and it said “frank iero is my hero” on it.
Gerard laughed then started to put all the belts on while Frankie made a stack of all the shirts I had to buy. Melissa and alysha had to go meet some people so they left. I think it was just to get away from my insane buddies. Soon the manager came out and saw us making a mess in the store. He had a MCR shirt and really tight pants. I thought he resembled Pete Wentz. He came over and started yelling until he realized who he was yelling at. Then he repetitively said sorry until we just all left.
Shortly after we all went to my house where we sat around and watched TC. Oh yah. Were positively so cool. You’d think MCR would be more interesting.

[Taylorrrr]

My older sister was coming home. And I hate it. Frankie, Gerard and I were sitting on the couch when my brother came in. He looked at me looked at Frankie and Gerard then nodded and went away. He was probably too stoned to do anything. He’s 19 and fun to him is getting drunk and having sex. I really don’t think he’s gonna be a lawyer someday. A little later he came downstairs and sat with us. We were watching That’s So Raven by that time. Hey! Don’t hate! I love the Disney channel! He came over to me and said “Kimmie’s is coming home for the weekend”. I sat up in my chair astounded
“What!?”
He took a drink of his Corona and looked out the window
“Kimmie’s coming and she wants you to give up your room for a day”
I got up and stomped into the bathroom. When I got there I ran the water into my hands and put it on my face. My sister is the last person I ever wanted to see in my entire life. She’s 23 and she is the absolute picture of perfect. Frankie came in and stood behind me.
“You don’t like her do you?”
I sighed.
“its not that I don’t like her. It’s just that she’s everything im not….she has perfect grades and hair and clothes and face….and she thinks she’s better than me”
“I don’t think anyone is better than you. Neither does Gerard or John.” He laughed “definitely not john. You know, he never stops talking about how great you are”
I stopped breathing then.
“he likes me?”
Frankie put his hand on my shoulder
“he’s crazy about you and we are too. Me and Gerard would die for you”
How could I have been so blind. It was so obvious I just never cared.
I hugged Frankie and hugged me back pressing my head against his chest.
“thank you”
He laughed then whispered
“anytime”

[Taylorrrr]

The next day I woke up to my parents shrieking with joy as my sister came running in with all her bags. I hate her so much. I came down the stairs and into the living room, I was so tired and my hair probably looked liked a mess. My sister came over to me and gave me a hug then pulled me back and said in her perfectly toned voice.
“Kayyy! Oh my goshness! I haven’t seen you in so long sweetie!”
I just nodded then took a place on the couch as my brother came downstairs.
She went over to him and gave him a hug and a kiss.
Frankly, I wouldn’t even go NEAR my brother. He smells like beer and corn nuts. This is defiantly not the same as teen spirit deodorant I slather on everyday. It’s rather a nauseating smell really. Really gross. Not like my sister, she always smells like some perfume she puts on. Very strong, one whiff could make you freaking choke.
I went into my room and put on some jeans and a T-shirt. My old Taking Back Sunday one. I got it like a year ago when we still lived in Atlanta. I grabbed the t shirt and put it on then combed my hair and straightened it. Frankie would be here in an hour so we could go to warped tour with john and Gerard. Just then the doorbell rang and I sprinted to get it. I opened it and there was John and Gerard with Frankie behind them holding a sign that said. “If you sign my butt….I promise Ill fart in your mouth” I could not hold back my laughter as the three of them stepped inside to my stunned mother. Frankie went over to my mother and held out his hand.
“Ello. Im Frankie and this is Johnny and Gerardia”
My mother hesitantly shook his hand and turned to my father who shrugged and looked away.
My sister came right up to Frankie and said in a displeased tone.
“who are you and how old are you?”
Frankie defiantly looked a little shocked but regained his composure smiled and answered.
“im Frankie…Kay’s friend and im 25”
My sister turned to me and eyed me suspiciously
“where are you going?”
I went right up to her and said in my meanest tone ever
“warped tour. And you ARE NOT COMING”
Then I stomped out the door….frankie followed me and lifted me onto his shoulder and we all went to the car. A little while later we finally got there. We went back stage (Gerard pulled a couple strings) and right up to Sonny Moore and his girl friend amber. I shook his hand as Frankie talked to a girl with light brown hair. I asked sonny if I could have his picture or something. And he said that I could.
I got my camera out and sonny and I smiled as Matt took a cute picture of us. His girl friend came over to me and started talking. I couldn’t help but notice how sad she looked or how matt kept looking at the girl Frankie was talking too. It was all really strange. Amber noticed I was confused and explained.
“Frankie and taylor are friends. But matt rellly likes taylor.”
“oh”….
“don’t worry! Were all fine!”
I laughed “your boyfriend is realy nice…he’s my hero”
She laughed and caslled sonny over to me
“this girl says that you’re her hero!”
I blushed as a look of surprise crossed his face.
“I am?....whoa”
I could have died. Sonny looked at me and smiled. He then called all the band members.
“ok…it’s time to go on… so good luck oh and you three. You have to go…Im sorry! See ya later Frankie!”
We all went into the audience right before FFTL started there set. I looked up at sonny and he waved and smiled. Lots of girls were coming up to Frankie and Gerard asking if they were really them. It was so funny. No one expected MCR to go to a rock show. It’s like they don’t think they’re real people.

[Taylorrrr]

After the show I slept in the car all the way back on frankie’s shoulder. I was so tired. John held my hand and I felt well really……loved. When we finally got there, I got outside andwent into my house and into my room. That’s when I realized I wasn’t alone. John came up to me and sat on my bed.
“just wanted to make sure you got to your room safe”
I laughed “ha….yah right”
He sighed “sometimes I wish you were dumb. You know that’s not the reason huh?”
I nodded.
“the real reason I came is to say….your my best friend right?”
I nodded….again
“and If anything ever happened between us we would still be friends right?”
“like what do you mean?” I was confused. What could happen?
He blushed. “lets say we fell in love. And we dated and then we broke up. We’d still be friends right?”
Where was he going with this?
“ sure…..”
He sat on my bed and took my hand.
“Kay….will you go out with me?”
This put me in a difficult place. How could I say no?
“ im sorry. John. But I cant.”
He sighed the turned to me and laughed
“at least I tried!....you know what? You should spend the night at my house today. Ill walk you back. The whole band will be there!”
I got up with him and we walked back to his house.

Me and john walked through the door just as Frankie started to unzip his pants. I screamed and he looked over at us blushing a dark crimson. Like my hair. He zipped his pants up and jumped back startled.
“god! I just wanted to put on sweat pants! Cant sleep in jeans!”
I uncovered my eyes and whimpered. Frankie came over and gave me a hug.
“im sorry. I really freaked you out huh?”
I nodded as Gerard came over and picked me up and put me on the couch.
“god frank. No one wants to see your….”
Frankie laughed “I think I know that now”
“you didn’t before?” Mikey piped in
“I always thought my thingy was sexy”
I started to drift off. And pretty soon I was asleep….or almost. I could hear the guys talking.
“shes cute eh?” Gerard stated
“adorable really” Frankie laughed
“I think she’s awesome.” Bob laughed
Frankie leaned back on the couch.
“ gosh. I feel so bad. I didn’t mean to freak her out like that!”
John sighed “. i know …she got scared”
“that reminds me! Did she say yes?”
John sounded sad “nah….but it’s ok”
Frankie laughed “youll get her next time!”
Gerard went over to john
“sometimes I forget you’re my kid! Your more like my friend!”
Frankie laughed “lets forget your screw up gerard. Hes going to be our FRIEND from now on. No one has to know”
“Kay didn’t…and she’s a big fan!” john pipped in
Ray whispered “it’s our little secret”

[Taylorrrr]

The next day I woke up to me sleeping the nook of Frankie’s arm. How they fuck did I get here? I asked myself. I mean, I remember going to sleep but I don’t remember Frankie. Did he like put me this way? Whatever I let myself drift off again in frankie’s arms. He smelled like soap….really good soap. In fact, I don’t think soap ever smelt so good in my entire life. Not even the strawberry kind. It must be something about Frankie that just smells good. Like that book….Twilight. about the vampires! Edward was in love with some girl because she smelled really good. Like flowers. I don’t think im a vampire though. I think he just smells reallllyyyy nice. Just then Frankie woke up and noticed I was still sleeping. Or so he thought. He laid his head back and mumbled something unaudable to himself. It sounded a little bit like.
“how the fuck did I get here? God im wasted”
But I don’t know. But that’s a good question. In fact I think I asked that one myself. He leaned back and put his head to my neck. I really shouldn’t have thought about that vampire book. Cause now im scared he’ll like how I smell and bite me! Instead he just closed his eyes and fell asleep again.
I wish I could get up but I don’t wanna wake Frankie or the guys. What time is it anyway? Couldn’t be any time past 5 am. Gosh, why am I up so early? It’s not even a school day. Like I go anyway. Ive been cutting school for the past 4 weeks. That place sucks. And it’s the almost the end of the year anyway. I guess it’s what I get for coming halfway through the 3rd quarter. No one knows. You. No one likes you. No one cares about you. I just thank god I find found john or I’d be so out of luck. I wouldn’t even be here. And I never would have become friends with Frankie.
I owe john more than he knows.